My life

hundreds and hundreds of channels, and all I can find to watch is bloody taggart!! No sign of Jerry Springer, altho I dont enjoy it quite as much anymore since a friend of mine totally ruined it by telling me it isnt real!
I plan on doing lots tomorow, but i know it wont happen. My aim is to get up early, shower and stuff, and go do some shopping. Maybe take the dog for a long walk if the rain stops ( only the youngest dog as the eldest wont make it to the bottom of the road!) Go to a friends for coffee or something, and maybe even tackle the pile of ironing thats almost hitting the cieling now. What will really happen is ill wake early, on the sofa again, Ill lay around for a bit, probably drag myself up as far as the computer, waste another couple hours, then back to the sofa. Im such a lazy bitch! Hmmm.....maybe THIS is why my partner arranges his weekends without me

I have 2 dogs and a 13 yr old son. In order for me to visit my partner, and hour drive away, I have to arrange for someone to come stay at my house, to look after everyone. Its difficult, especially with the fact the eldest dog messes in kitchen every day! I worry. My partner has no ties, he can just get up and leave anytime to come visit me. No pets, no kids, no nothing. So howcome Im expected to go to his whenever possible, but he hardly comes here anymore! Howcome his weekend is planned, and it doesnt involve me!
well its 2.40am, and ive spent fri evening doin nothing! I cleaned the house earlier, my son went to stay at my mums. I had a take away, showered, and got cosey on sofa. Nothing interesting on tv, fell asleep by 10. woke up at 1.30am and now cant sleep. Oh joy! So here I am.