My life

Why do kids insist on turning the tv on in every room, and then leaving it on?
where do birds sleep at night?
Why does coffee always taste better at someone elses?
Why shouldnt men have to go through the pain of childbirth?
Why can I drink half a bottle of vodka and feel fine, yet after one glass of wine im anybodys?
How do the hairs on your legs know when to stop growing?
why is there never any hot water when I want a bath?
Why do we like to read whilst emptying our bowels?
and finally...what is the meaning of life?
*ponders*

Now Im sure im gonna be in trouble for writing this...but oh well.
A couple weeks ago, I was chattin online with an online friend of mine. He said he was also having a convo with a slightly deranged girl who had tld him she was going to send her ghost 'gretchen' to him. Well we both laughed and took the piss a bit ( like you do) the next night this friend of mine was online again..he messaged me saying lots of weird stuff had happened, his pc had turned itself off for no reason, the room had gone cold etc etc. When i laughed at him and told him he was imagining things he told me he was going to send gretchen to me. lol. Sure enough the next day when i turned on my messenger, all of my contact names had just dissapeared apart from this friend of mine! theyd just gone..were nowhere to be found! weird huh! so the moral of this story is, never mock gretchen!!!

Ok this is gonna be my last blog for today, coz i really AM going to get up and do something!! Does anyone else have this problem, I get up in the mornings, with every intention of doing constructive things like housework, walking the dog, going to the gym, cooking something nice etc etc, and then I hear this voice.....its the laptop calling me from the kitchen table...at first I ignore it, but it gets louder and louder until I eventually give in, and here i sit, unable to tear myself away, for hours!

Ok can someone whos is not on my friends list tell me if my profile pic shows, its not supposed to show to anyone apart from friends but i think i may have done it wrong! thanks!

2 years ago I ended a 5 yr realtionship with a bit of a twat! He wasnt a particualrly nasty person, nothing intentional, he just didnt think, ever! He was alot younger than me, and immature i guess. For the first year he made my life hell. For some reason i battled constantly to make him care. Then the realtionship kind of drifted to a new level...I got on with my life, and didnt let him bother me, i was happy, kind of happy gettin on with things without him, but still in a relationship with him. I saw him when i felt like it, or when he felt like it and I agreed, and this went on for 4 further years. What a waste of 5 years I hear you say! but it wasnt. Im very independant, I live alone ( with my son) and have done for 14 years, and I love it, so i guess this suited me. I still had the independance of soing what I liked when I liked, but I also had someone there when I needed them. This guy that used to put everyone esle before me, treat me like shit, and hardly ever see me, turned into a clingy, obbsessive, who still, 2 years later confesses to be in love with me!! bloody typical! why is it you never get what you want until you dont want it anymore! Anyway, it all came to an end when he decided to put a brick through my kitchen window, in a drunk jealous rage, because I wouldnt let him in at 3am! I wouldnt have minded, but he proceeded to climb through the window and help himself to one of my cigarettes!!! oh the memories!!

Ok I put a pic on, but I think everyone can see it and I dont want that, but now I cant work out how to delete it!!! helppppppp

Is there a way I cna put up a profile pic only available to friends?

Did I spell that correctly? Anyway the omelette fell apart. I have no idea why, Im usually ok with them. It tasted the same, but made a big mess of the frying pan. I shant attempt it again so early in the morning.
If ever I appear to feel sorry for myself, pls feel free to yell at me, kick me or anything, just so long as I stop. I have a big problem with people that feel sorry for themselves. I mean people that have problems, and do nothing about them, other than sit around, moping, and whining. I choose to remind myself that theres always someone worse off then myself. My bf, who I shall now refer to as his majesty, is acting reasonably normal again. I have decided I have to make a decision...well I have 3 choices really 1) I dump him 2) I let him treat me like shit and take it, leading to a reasonably unhappy life, or 3) I adopt a superior and frankly quite bored attitude, and see where that gets me! As Im not quite ready to give up on him, ive choosen number 3. I began last night by not replying to his texts, obviously I was far too busy...doing nothing! It worked, i got a phone call asking why I hadnt replied. When i went to bed, i 'accidentally' forgot to text my usual 'nite x' and got another phone call at 12.30 asking why I was still up, and if i wasnt still up why hadnt I said gnite. *yawn* I have arranged a weekend away with friends, and hes not invited. I hate playing games, I do think we should be allowed to be ourselves, BUT I also think there does come a time, when I must stoop to his level, if only to find out whether its all really worth it. To be continued.....