My life

Well I havent thrown up for about 5 hours now, so ive decided to crack open a bottle of...vodka lol. Ive done the housework, with madonna blaring..even managed a bit of a dance with the dog ( who wasnt impressed) and have discovered that the pepper pot makes an excellent pretend mic. Now the house is lovely and clean, ive moved the laptop into front room, and settled on sofa with a blanket, ready for emerdale, corrie, and then later the dreaded big brother! I havent thought about his majesty for at least..ummmm...5 minutes lol
My eldest dog is quie senile, and hes really doing my head in tonight. hes wandering in and out of room, over and over, then he'll go to the back door like he needs to go out, you let him out and he comes straight back in again, you shut the door and he waits at it again! this has happened so many times tonight ive left the door open....hence the blanket!

ok ok I know, your tired of hearing about it lol. I just want a couple opinions if poss...should i text and just ask if its over? or is that being a doormat? im really terrible at this, but i need to know if its over

Well..Im trying coffee now, and sipping slowly. Hopefully ill keep it down! I always knew my cooking was bad, but im sure its never actually made anyone sick!
ok, well, its coming up to 3 days, and no, I still havent heard anything. what id like to know is, if our feelings are our feelings, why cant we control them! I dont know what to think anymore, but im gettin to the stage where im thinking hes never gonna call. either that or hes waiting for me to say sorry and beg, and im determined not to do that! I dont think i ever want to feel like this again.
anyway, its raining again, ive had washing on the line for almost a week now! ( yes im a pikey sally) I kep meaning to get it in and wash it again, but i guess im a lazy bitch!
My eldest dog has a cold..i didnt even know dogs could get colds, but hes sniffly and snotty, and that realy doesnt help with the dodgy tummy!

what a night!! Ive spent the whole night and morning with my head down the toilet. I feel like shit! Have just drunk half a cup of tea, and threw it up, and im so tired, but have to work at 10. Oh joy!