Well..Im trying coffee now, and sipping slowly. Hopefully ill keep it down! I always knew my cooking was bad, but im sure its never actually made anyone sick!
ok, well, its coming up to 3 days, and no, I still havent heard anything. what id like to know is, if our feelings are our feelings, why cant we control them! I dont know what to think anymore, but im gettin to the stage where im thinking hes never gonna call. either that or hes waiting for me to say sorry and beg, and im determined not to do that! I dont think i ever want to feel like this again.
anyway, its raining again, ive had washing on the line for almost a week now! ( yes im a pikey sally) I kep meaning to get it in and wash it again, but i guess im a lazy bitch!
My eldest dog has a cold..i didnt even know dogs could get colds, but hes sniffly and snotty, and that realy doesnt help with the dodgy tummy!
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passiveaggressive
- 2007-05-30 @ 08:25:14
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sarahjane1234
- 2007-05-30 @ 08:29:15
Oh I wont call, coz i know damn well he wont answer and then ill feel worse. I just wish i knew whats happening..if i knew hes just playin stupid games i could cope, but im starting to think its over. not knowing is driving me mad!
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sallyontour
Pro - 2007-05-30 @ 09:26:03
Don't call him, not because he'll have won, but because he's a worthless pile of doggy doo and you deserve so much better.
Hope you're feeling better hun.
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- 2007-05-30 @ 10:40:36
I went through the same thing many times with my ex. Then I realised that it was always me who caved in and called him etc. So when he next ignored me (after shouting down the phone that he was going to burn my things), I ignored him completely. After about I fortnight I came to my senses and realised what a tosser he was!
And when he finally got round to contacting me a year later, it just p***ed me off that he had the nerve!
You just gotta hang in there babe...be strong, and do stuff that will take your mind off him for a bit.
*hugs*-
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sarahjane1234
- 2007-05-30 @ 11:54:40
omg he didnt contact you for a year! so I have another 362 days to go? aaaghhhh!! lol
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- 2007-05-30 @ 14:36:25
Well you can imagine my reply!
He is just bullying you. Show him that you don't need him, that will annoy him more than anything else!!!!
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As hard as it is, don't give up and call him because then he'll think he's won. He will call eventually because it's probably doing his head in not knowing what you're up to.