2 people have added 'lovely' to my user tags, almost brought a tear to my eye! lol. One says lovely soul, and the other 'lovely...sure'. Now im not sure what the 'sure' part means!
Anyway its approaching friday night, which means im about to blare some music out, have a few drinks, and get ready to go out. Im not sure gettin really drunk is a good idea with my current state of mind...but I need a drink! Anyway, I intend on having lots of fun :-) When I had my dog put to sleep a few months back, i went out and got really drunk...worst idea ive ever had...woke up in morning on sofa, fully clothed, including coat, make up all down my face and olivers old collar around my neck!!!!! Well i did warn you im slightly insane!
I havent sent the letter to his majesty yet, because firstly i still havent finished it, and secondly hes away till sunday so he wont get email yet anyway. Anyway my plan of the moment, is im gonna do as i like and be a total bitch to him ( having lots of fun in the meantime) BUT my plans dont always go according to plan! My best friend always gets very worried when i have a 'plan'!
I recieved a couple more texts from the ex today. why cant i treat his majesty like i do the ex??...heres the convo...
ex : hi babe, do you know whats happening with you and bf yet?
me : I dont have a clue, hes playing silly games, so im gona mess him around a bit
ex : how long will it take you to drive over here, ive got a headache and could do with some tlc
me: Im too busy
ex: ok darling, your mind is obviously messed up at the moment, Ill see you next week instead ( !!!!!)
me: hahaha you twat!
ex: what have i told you about calling me that
me: yeah and what do i say when you tell me!
ex: Hmmmm

God give me strength!!!
I dont think i will be sleeping with him, ive remembered what a prat he is!