I think soon I will delete my last post, that nasty pic keeps popping up and its quite depressing! He still doesnt know Ive seen the pics, I wont tell him, he'll say its a friend, accuse me of being jealous, have a moan at me, and tell me ' i was considering us gettin back together but you've just f***cked it up now' Hes so bloody predictable! This, if Im caught offguard, will depress me even more. Instead, i have done something that is really gonna get to him, and its made me feel much better :-)
Anyway monday is here...today Im off to persuade my mum to buy me a new car. well she wont actually buy it..the car I have now is on finance, in her name ( I have a terible credit rating) and i want to swap it for one a bit more expensive. The current one is an estate..as m work at the time involved carting lots of dogs around all day. Now im not doing that anymore i want something a bit more posey..maybe a mid life crisis..and possibly brought on by the fact my bf has dumped me for someone that looks like a horse...but anyway, Ive seen a lovely golf convertible, and ive always wanted a convertible...so fingers crossed! Mum hasnt actually said no, which is always a good sign! Im hoping the sun will come out at some point today...its been lovely the last couple days, not that ive seen much of it. Ive been curled up on sofa with a blanket most of weekend, in a state of depression..what a bloody waste!